Under The Weather

I think I am getting sick...
Sick of....

• the weather (as in flu + sore throat)
• having to talk to some people when I am too busy to be doing so (not saying who but will give examples later in the post)
• insomnia! Yeah I have been sleeping at around 2:00AM or later for over a week now... this is a problem because I am usually in bed by 10:30-11
• headache... is it normal to have a headache for over 10 days!? I have been avoiding the painkillers because they are not helping much anyway... and been using more of natural remedies like 4head and such! Its still not going away ;'-(
• feeling nauseous! Yeah at some points I am just really sick of the headache that I wanna throw up (sorry for sharing too much unnecessary info LOL)

I sometimes say nice things to others and expect them to feel good about it but not question why I'm being nice and that I am saying it because I want something in return! Or have someone interrupt me, while I am really trying hard to concentrate, just to say something silly.. super silly. I would be so deep into my thoughts trying to figure something out or working on something and have someone going.. "Ansam... Ansam?? ANSAM??" and when I look up to that person... "You look really busy... hehehe" ughhhhhhhhhhhh!

I think I need a vaccation and I am not talking about a four days vaccation... I need like a minimum of 10 days outside Kuwait in some remote area where I can really clear my head and feel disconnected for a while.

Some friends -and I am sorry if you are one of those friends and get to read this- ask me to do simple tasks on their behalf... as simple as making a call for them!

And now I have a runny nose and feel tired and I think I am really gonna get sick JUST IN TIME FOR THE WEEKEND!

PS: I edited this post A LOT! I keep finding mistakes here and there... so I am giving up on finding more mistakes... the headache is not helping!